Dear Mr. Cox, I’m mid 50′s now, and for 30 years I’ve lived with the same situation. Real lust for cock and yet I’m happily married. I used to think it was just when I had a drink or a joint until I met a guy on the internet who is the same as both of us. And I’m lusting for his cock even though I’m stone cold sober. I once went with a guy – 25 years ago – and chickened out just like you have done. Now I’ve met this guy the memories are coming flooding back – repressed memories – I’ve been thinking I get the urge just occasionally, but the memories that have returned are telling me that I’ve always had men on my mind. I don’t know how we’re going to meet but I am intent on meeting him – I have to do this once or I will end up going to my grave regretting that I don’t know what it’s like to have a man inside me. Bite the bullet, find someone in a similar situation, and be gentle with each other. My guy says he’ll be slow tender and gentle – he’s better. He’s 9 inches! And boy, am I looking forward to that
Martyn